will i still love you, tomorrow?

you know what, i feel really sad right now. It's like i'm caught between things that i know i can never achieve and people i can achieve. Wait... that sounds wrong, I dont know how to put it. I just feel screwed right here and right now.
I have to add them I have a very obsessive behaviour for people i like/admire. Example, Nora Caliguri. I'm obsessed with her like how i was obsessed with Xu Yan and Yoanna. I'm a really obsessive person. CAN YOU IMAGINE ME WHEN I GROW UP?!